Hellos again~

Well, here i am back again!~
I'm just busy from the start of 2011 my Niho! <3
Kyaaah~ Come & take a look at it nyuu~
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Oh okay. My mid-term just passsed & i'm failling miserably i know T^T *sighs*
Some more later...I'm literally dropping off my chair now =w= So sleepy~

EEEK! O4 Celebrate!~ 20 (stupiak) Posts~ So negative~==

Hihi~ Tsuwan here~> Today I'm gonna introduce you to.. (*drumroll*) GAMES!?~
Ohokay, i bet you have heard of those free trial 60 min. games and EVEN played them right? right?

Well, i was suddenly random while checking my nihonomaru acc and then i thought about
playing those games..and i learned the word 'CRACK' , "SERIAL" & 'KEYGEN'.. And so.. sice my Dream Chronicles 4: The book of Air was already finished before i could change anything, so i REALLY REGRET!~ Anyways, I checked YT for Vids on this 'cracking' and tried some, but none worked *sigh*..

BUT! (In life, there's always a 'BUT') I found out two websites that give u FREE NO TRIAL GAMES!~

They are :>> Most Fun & iWin

Personally, i like iWin better. It has more games and newer ones like Virtual Villagers 5? Of anything else. But the sad thing is, sometimes, they can't be downloaded and need to be bought. But when there's a a genre that is 'All Excess' or something like that, it has NO TRIAL AT ALL!~ What a FREAKING ddeal , yeah?~

Kyuhuhu~Another AVD update?

EHHHH.? whyyy..Oh wellz. getting on with it~


I Made this for my Friend Sam since he likes Naruto~



For elalho on nihonomaru~For a Belated Valentines~



Something i coughed up~



Happie Halloween? Its February..hello?




Lastly, some song by Chouchou-P?
Tsuwan-desuuu~

EEEK~! 03 AVD Updates 01

Made this with a fighting spirit in me (*bluuuush*)



Made this for nihonomaru's signature though it was so big ==.



Rozen Maiden! My fav two characters X3



This one for the signature of Baka-Updates.



Just for nihonomaru's Avatar.!`!~


Feel free to copy the Rozen Maiden & Crimson Cameilla ~ It a gift for all. XD
Everytime i post AV Update it (maybe) will be 5 pics. Banners or Icons.

If you want o request anything feel free to. I help!~
tsuWan desuu~

HAPPIE CNY!!~

Yay! It's Chinese Neew Year and as i'm typing this, fireworks are going off all over the place!! Wonderfull yeah>?
2011 THE YEAR OF THE RABBIT! Welcomes you!!

TSUWAN in Happie Mode.

EEEEEEEEEEE~!

ARGHK! I DID IT!
I wrote a letter to MUMMEEE!!!!
Just as my cousin Clara said to. I didn't know i would be this nervous.
I hid in the cupboard in pitch darkness and thought, " this can't go on anymore.It hurts too much already. I'm about to explode already.."
GYAH! When i woke up this morning, i was shocked outta my bones that mummy was beside my bed saying," i didn't know you were this miserable." EEEEEKKK!
AAAAAAHHHHKK! I don't WHAT TO DO!! o.oo.o.o.o.

INTRODUCING::A.V.D Productions

Taken from Love Atomic Transfer by CV01 Hatsune Miku..
Just a little sum-sup from Photofiltre..
Okay..A.V.D Productions consists of myself. (Sad right?)
Guess? guess? A.V.D Productions means Angel versus Devil Productions (LOLOLOLOLOLOL~)
Anyway, i'm doing this for fun. If you want any edited pics, just ask. I'm happy to help.
Or if you have any questions on Rain Stops genre of thing, or personal stuff, i might be able to help. If i can't i'm dreadfully sorry.

F.Y.I: The pics & brushes used in A.V.D Productions all belong to their rightful owners. i just edit them for fun.

TANK-Q,
TsuWan>

EEEK!~ 03 (?) IPOD-ie!!

Well.After 1 month and 4 consecutive days, i have finally downloaded ITUNES!
IPOD HERE I COME!

COMMERCING : Syncing 5GB worth of songs...>>

Just So U know.

In Rain Stops..., MR (which is MAnga Review)'s genre will be Shoujo, Reverse Harem, Romance,Shonen (VERY LITTLE) ,Fantasy,Yaoi,Action and etc.

BUT! there will NO Sports of Yuri (kimochi warui =="")

Singer in The Dark>>
Wonder how i got the title idea?
Lame.Seriously. ITS from Megurine Luka's Dancer In the Dark.Go check it out. Its an awesome piece by fatman-P.

Anyway, This weekend, i skipped my activities! Nuuuuu~
I didn't know see. I thought that if There was Thaipusam, there won't be any.But, boy was i wrong. (the board hadn't any notice!!) I really just did nothing but use the PC and watch a bit of Fushigi Yuugi. Sigh. What a life.

Thats all for now.
Remember to check out Rain Stops...Good-Bye. Facebook :Patricia Lo. Twitter: AhPatx2

_TSuWan Thx.

01 FORT MINOR-Mike Shinoda

Surprised? Well.I changed my mind to put ENG music here.
Manga review willl still be be in Rain Stops...Good-Bye though.
Today's musican that's genre *RAP*. He's the only one that has rap that i can actually listen to.His songs can be actually danced to. Yay!~



His album Rising Tied is AWESHHUM!!~
If you want to download just go to google search and serach for *Fort Minor-The Rising Tied mediafire* (Yay for MF!@@)

__TsuWaN

UM I'm very sorry.

I don't think you've realised that the title and description isn't there weeelll, Don't bother about that first.Its ACTUALLY THERE.

Just that you can't see it.SORRYYYY~!
U can juzt highlight it to read.

_Thanks TSuWan

EEEK~! 02 Hate being called by the teacher.

It embarasses me. TT^TT HELP ME SOMEONE!!
AS 'EM TEACHERS NOT TO CALL ME PLEASE!
*Sigh* I might just get the last place ==""
CAlled me yesterday and today i made a GIGANTIC FOOL outta myself.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Dareka>TASKETE KURE!!
TSUWAN DESUUuuuu~

EEEK~ 01 Peh.The Day Cikgu came.

Well, Seriously, I 'asked' or rather he volunteered to come to our house to explain the score A thingy.And M&D didn't know that i asked him to come. And THAT was already saying that i already WANT THE DAMN THING U IDIOTS~~!!!!! ARGH.I HATE UUUUU~

But then, since i didn't tell them, i'm to blame.Partly.
But in the end, I got it. But he said what, "ARE YOU going to dO IT? Hm? GAH!
IN FRONT OF CIKGUUU NOOOOEEE~
DAMN YOU.

OH. Just like Rain Stops...Good-Bye, The Random Parte (s) will be changed to EEEK~ (Example:01).TATA~ Tq for listening. TsuWAN desuu~

*TWEET *TWEET*

I have twitter now~~
Its #AhPatx2 (PatPat.Get it>?)
I post quotes, info about vocaloids and anything else i can think of.
TsuWan's opinion:Well, I say this for suang, but Facebook is GOING DOWN.
Because the creator is so stressed to the point that he wants to go back to his old life.
(sorry.Nothing meant and no offense.)

~TsuWan^*^

Rina-tan & Kagura~ (You know its you.) No one's Perfect.Just so You know.

To skip my Ranting, go to Fifth Paragraph.

Rina's my best friend .(now.maybe. just good then.) I only knew Machi from my class in my first Year. We really had some fun.Us five.Rina-tan,Yano,Akari and Kagura. But most of the time, i was left out. But i didn't really care. With what happend with Ritsu-chi, I learned a whole chunk of new things. (TQ ne? Ri-chi)

But i'm a loner and i'm a bit emo.(Definition:SHY.)sigh* But i kept on wanting to be friends with them.So, i went and talked to them or just listened to them talking.Thats all that i could do anyway.But, then Kagura changed.

As you know, Kagura is extremely Moody. After the mid-year exam, she became the EXTREME moodiest person i've ever met. She is a very i can't understand type of person.A person that's too friendly.(But that should be her genes.)She would sit on a chair facing one of the doors that are facing outside.And just stare at the cars passing by.The the next minute,Laughing and talking away.If that's not moody, i don't know what is.

Rina-tan is a kyute person.But she's a bit aggnorant and selfish.Not that that i'm blaming her or accusing her her because she doen't realise the real meaning of the title>>(up there.) She's the only person that i actually switch to Eng with. But talking to her chinese is seriously wrong. (CHINeSE HATERS ROCKZ~!)

Anyway,Kagura suddenly started to hate Rina-tan.And poor Rina-tan didn't know why.I thought that it was because that maybe Rina was stealing her friends.But that wasn't the case. With a moody person like Kagura, you'lll never know the reason.And you can't get it out of her because she manages to avoid these topics so skillfully that you don't realise it.

On it when.On and On.Until i couldn't stand it.I tried to fix it but i felt like i was poking my nose into someone else's business.But as i tried fixing it, it became worse.Because when i didn't come to school one day,Rina,Yano & AKari were crying their eyes out near the bathroom and pouring out everything. Wow.I din't really expect that.
So i had to sit by them and give them therapy lessons.(Which didn't work.)

Well, the feud still continued utnil this day.And now when Yano suddenly told Rina she wasn't going to participate in Tai Qi because she had KRS II, Rina-tan started crying in front of me when she came to find me this afternoon.It's because she participated i Tai Qi for Yano.And Rina's felling so upset.Well.

I could try to Soothe them, but that's all i can do. They have to solve this by themselves, and i'll be left all alone again.
Well, i'm used to being ignored anyway.So no biggie.But still.
Things like this always happens.So don't worry.

Any words or advise? Please leave a comment thank you. I'm struggling trying to think about what should i do. (I'm willing to stay up till 2a.m. to write this.@@

Sigh** My friends are all so problematic.My life of frens..~

Really.U know about something.I'll tell you.
It happend not too long ago. Last year to be exact.

You know my fren Ritsu (someONE) she was ("was") my best friend.I've been with her since standard two.Till now.Which is 7 years already. Then one day last year, she started acting strangely.Now i knew that she couldn't that it anymore.

Take what huh? Well, my keep-on-hitting her attitude and my hot headed-ness.Well, she just couldn't stand it anymore.But i'm really surpised that she managed to hide it for so long. Her 'mask' was so good at keeping her 'real face' hidden. I didn't realise at all.

And boy did it hurt. She & I quarelled like we didn't before.Sometimes,last time, i used to ignore her for a gmae.Or sometimes i would ignore her because she did something wrong (or i dunno~so long ago u see.)But now it felt REAL. So real that it really hurt me and i couldn't stop crying.When i asked her timidly,what time was our drum practice, she said that "didn't think that i even cared."

Our mothers did try to reconcile us.They really tried their best. My mom asked me to send her a 'sorry' sms when we were in 24 drums. She forgived me for a while, then started ignoring me again. I was confused like hell that time.Because with what my family and school problems.(Couldn't take it all.Stress building up.) I demanded a answer from her.

"A 'sorry' SMS is nothing for what you've done to me." she said.
Really.Up until now, i still didn't know what was that was so bad i did to her.But in the end my mom literally begged her to reconcile with me.And well, because she's 'Ritsu',her pride died down ( is that right?) and said she'd reconcile with me and lectured me alot.(ALL of this was done on Sms mind you.) Slowy though she returned to her old self.

But i know she still hold that grudge against me. Her mask is still as eve.So i try not to do anything that i know angers her. What a life.

~TsuWan (this isn't fake if you think it is. It's a personal blog for pete's sake.)
I'm feeling close to crying.

Day THREE

In the morning, me went luge-carting.It was fun but i went reeeeally slow.(I'm scared okay? o///o) They made us wear these helmets according to size.When i was done, i sat down and used mummy's mini laptop.

In the afternoon, We went to a wildlife park.There was a KIWI~~there.You look at kiwis.The're not that big are they? but in reality the're like a rugby ball.== It was their seista time so the're were'nt many. (We went back there later to see the kiwis at night.There is this 'night-viewing' thing.)

At night we went to a Maori village named Mitai Village. We saw how hangi was cooked (but it was like totally fake,says M&D) and saw a warrior boat (with people chanting and doing all those weird moves) on a stream. Our 'tribe' had sixteen nations. XD
We also got to see a show on their culture.F.Y.I, Maori are N.Z's natives.

Day TWO

Day 2?
Um well, we went from Auckland to Hamilton and then Rotura(?).Lots and lots of driving.I was sleepy like heck.Then at night we had dinner at a restraunt and i met SU ying!!Gosh.COINCIDENCE. Nth really happend today. Just driving.yeah.
Oh and we went to this glowworm cave`(*its REALLY pretty)

Day ONE

cAME out of the aeroplane, then it wa FREEZING COLD¬¬¬
It smells of ferns and bread in the morning and at night it just smells that rotten ferns>?? Oh. the food portion here is LARGE. We went to a bar for our first dinner here.And people here don't wear jackets.(The're used to it i guess.Tho its like being in Cameron highland the whole day.)

N.Z Trip~

Okie.This will continue from Day one to Day seventeen.
I will write full details about the trip but if you will to read it.Dozo~>
Pictures wil be captioned.
Tq.Tsuwan