Really.U know about something.I'll tell you.
It happend not too long ago. Last year to be exact.
You know my fren Ritsu (someONE) she was ("was") my best friend.I've been with her since standard two.Till now.Which is 7 years already. Then one day last year, she started acting strangely.Now i knew that she couldn't that it anymore.
Take what huh? Well, my keep-on-hitting her attitude and my hot headed-ness.Well, she just couldn't stand it anymore.But i'm really surpised that she managed to hide it for so long. Her 'mask' was so good at keeping her 'real face' hidden. I didn't realise at all.
And boy did it hurt. She & I quarelled like we didn't before.Sometimes,last time, i used to ignore her for a gmae.Or sometimes i would ignore her because she did something wrong (or i dunno~so long ago u see.)But now it felt REAL. So real that it really hurt me and i couldn't stop crying.When i asked her timidly,what time was our drum practice, she said that "didn't think that i even cared."
Our mothers did try to reconcile us.They really tried their best. My mom asked me to send her a 'sorry' sms when we were in 24 drums. She forgived me for a while, then started ignoring me again. I was confused like hell that time.Because with what my family and school problems.(Couldn't take it all.Stress building up.) I demanded a answer from her.
"A 'sorry' SMS is nothing for what you've done to me." she said.
Really.Up until now, i still didn't know what was that was so bad i did to her.But in the end my mom literally begged her to reconcile with me.And well, because she's 'Ritsu',her pride died down ( is that right?) and said she'd reconcile with me and lectured me alot.(ALL of this was done on Sms mind you.) Slowy though she returned to her old self.
But i know she still hold that grudge against me. Her mask is still as eve.So i try not to do anything that i know angers her. What a life.
~TsuWan (this isn't fake if you think it is. It's a personal blog for pete's sake.)
I'm feeling close to crying.
About Me
qUOTES & a Poem That are somewhat depressing.. TT^TT
All living souls welcome whatever they are ready to cope with; all else they ignore, or pronounce to be monstrous and wrong, or deny to be possible.Not all who wander are lost" ~J.R.R. Tolkien
"The Wheel of Time turns, and ages come and pass leaving memories that become legend, then fade to myth, and are long forgotten when that age comes again." ~Robert Jordan, "The Wheel of Time"
If such a thing as Eternity exists, I'm sure that will be the one moment, that you believe in eternity.-Mugen Dokei
The four ash gray walls and
four ash gray towers,
Can You see them?
She weaves Night and Day.
A Magic web with colors gay.
She heard a whisper say,
a curse is on her if she stay,
to look down to Camelot.
But in her web she still delights
To weave the mirror's magic-sights;
I am half-sick of shadows," said The Lady Of Shalott
"Tirra lirra,tirra lirra."Sang Sir Lancelot.
She left the web; she left the loom.
She looked down to Camelot.
The Mirror cracked,From side to side.
"The curse has come upon me," cried The Lady of Shalott.-Tennyson
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Sigh** My friends are all so problematic.My life of frens..~
Posted by Himi-chan at 8:35 AM
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